Absolutely not.

[That came out a bit louder than he meant it to. He lowers his voice and flushes slightly.]

You had only good intentions. I was...not there. It was me and it wasn't, and I know that sounds strange, but I am still fully responsible.

[His gaze falls as well.]

I know what drove me to that lack of sanity, and I know what I did that got me...[his hand goes to his heart unconsciously] I deserved it.

And I come to ask your forgiveness.